Regrets..

I stand in the rain watching intently as you walk away from me.. for eternity this time.

My already battered heart breaks into a million pieces like glass shattering that no one hears.

Even before all this, I was filled with inevitable regret.

Regret for walking away from you.

Regret for not believing in you enough and walking away from you again.

Regret for breaking your already weak heart with my harsh words and cruel betrayals.

I have fallen in love with you every single day since we've met.

Now, as I stand here all alone after all these years, never getting any word from you..

I realize that I have truly accomplished what I set out to do. Break you heart and disillusion you from the already harsh reality that you call life.

I  never realized what I had until it was already gone.

It is with this heart wrenching, g

ut turning thought that I finally concede that I will always be filled with regret for what I did.

One thing that I will not and do not regret is falling in love with you.

That I would do a million times, over and over again.