Sanity

I could feed you lies about how this is no one's fault and how I simply needed a break but that wouldn't really get me anywhere. I am not lost and thus I do not need to be found. I am not self destructing and thus I do not need saving. I need peace, a few moments, a few mere moments of being alone. Of course there will be some of you who claim this as a midlife crisis or the early signs of someone falling into insanity but isn't life meant to be a little insane? Perhaps I am the only sane one for wanting a break, a change, a chance at something different. Insanity by definition is the act of doing something repeatedly with no change which is exactly the life I had been living up til now. But I have chosen to acknowledge that with no change I will never progress and with no progression there is no succession which is why this is the road I decide to take. I'll see you all in a year but until then live life with a little less insanity.