Panflute Woos Me, Panic Betrothes Me, Terror Consummates Me
What can't be seen is everything else
A panoply of a universe unconnected to me
A blind panorama I enter, imperceptive
Of that everything
And those everythings
Who/that await me
Nocturnal footsteps are mine
By the grace of lunar guidance
Shafting through the canopy
In staccato flashes syncopating with
Twig snaps and panicky creature-scurrying underfoot
Like me
Mine--not the only steps
Must move forward so
I can't put my back toward it
My soft-side, exposed for punches to come
Into the unknown smells and sounds
And fears
A chilled, shard-filled ambiance
Hangs, horizontal, posting right-angle triggers
With Damocles poised, smiling
To shred my quest
Before passing unmolested, unharmed,
And--breathing still?
A pan flute calls the vector to forward me
I raise each step to purchase tentative footway
And listen to each unconfirmed movement
Mine or, otherwise, caprine
A metered journey, carefully slow
And terrifying
So alone but, alone, not
A horned shadow mirrors each displacement
Of gravelly footfalls that announce
My tentative march toward the unknown
Entity who receives me expectantly
And angrily
Can vengeance come before I
Did-what-I-do to provoke it?
Can effect-precede-cause
And conclude-before-arrival?
Am I walking into a predetermination
Of peril, out of any rational order?
The pan flute sounds as the music of panic
Weaves fugued with the sounds
Unseen-but-heard, heard-but-unrecognized
My center of gravity is fluid, unanchored
I'm in tesseract territory, none of it really here
Or friendly
There is an everything that threatens
In the dark and dank and unseen
Yes, seeing navigates the world--
But dark's hearing invites what's to come
From a world unseen and flows everywhen
Toward me
Everything and everywhen and everyone
Call to me from their horrific singularity
On a number line's eddy currents
Where both sides of zero cancel but don't forgive
Here-to-there is preposterous, yet there-to-here
Is what is the coming-for-me
You cannot be a bulwark to everything
You can only join the cacophony and mayhem
To teach those who follow
That every conquers any
And each-of-us are any who must yield to the every
Until we forget, careless, and thus perish
Turn around!
Put your back to it
You cannot/will not see it, happening
Everything-all-at-once
Unfathomed in panic
And Lovecraftian dreads
Pull the covers over your head!
Brace your soft-side 'gainst terra firma
And suffer what onslaughts come
By wedding the unknown
And making your conjugal bed
On the down of uncertainty