make up palette

Got myself pretty for the night out

Smeared on blush refusing to use a brush

Lipstick pink and shining with my pout

I was ready, or I tried to be

He's sitting on the stool next to mine

Chattering while I nurse a rosé

Pink gloss stains the glass of wine

I'm done, or I tried to be

I didn't care for him

But I had to be dolled for some fucking reason

He smeared my eyeshadow and made me feel grim

But we were done, or I wanted to be

Woke up alone in my bed

Alone because he took off my lipstick

I'm happy to just be with my pounding head

But I'm not ready, or I wanted to be