DH
Right person wrong time
Untangling the truth entwined in lies
When his eyes met mine
He was all I could see
Past, Present, Future..
Unfortunately my future was vague as I had nowhere to land
Our time was fleeting
So I lied and twisted narratives
Sucked him dry of love
I took but gave so little
Breadcrumbs
Left him weak and brittle
All these years later
The narrative of us runs over in my head
a USB found from those times
Fuck.
His hand on my neck
Our lips touching
Always had a hand on me so I could be sure of him
He loved me
I loved him
When love falls out
Trickles down your face
Into a river of tears
An ocean of fears
Flood in
Where does the love go
What is the secret
Everyone else seems to know
Every time I see his name
His face
My heart feels what it once felt
Any person I have ever loved
Imprinted on my heart for eternity
The love wasn't lost
Just put in stasis
To light a flame from time to time
Never to cease existence
Just redirected to his happiness
And hope
For both of our hearts to be full and at ease
As I look at this USB of memories