No Reason For It

Trying to find the words

Yet they are not mine

And so I go on

With no reason for it

For I have found no little faith

And if I should say that I have

Don't believe it

And if I should say that I have not

Close my mouth

For I have wandered where I should not

And said what was not mine to say

Because behind the claps and fake bravado

I'm trying to find something

Something that I was

And maybe something that someone else is too

But how will I know

Unless I ask

But that I will not do