you ruined me
I wanna run away from the nightmares he gave me
i wanna run from my past but it keeps catching up to me wondering what i'm supposed to do
Do I let you win and ruin me like you have for the past 6 years
Do I let the pain you gave me ruin my relationships
you ruined me you gave me PTSD
depression
anxiety
daddy issues
attachment issues
trust issues
you ruined me and i lost myself
you ruined my life and got away with it
I can't ever be okay because of you
your son died because of what you've done you made him feel guilty
when he died i lost a bit of myself he was my brother
you took away my happiness
you took away my love for myself
you made me blame myself
you ruined me and it's not fair
i wanna run away from the pain you caused me the pain i have to do day to day
you took my childhood from me
you ruined me and its not my fault its yours
you took so much from me
now i'm taking my life back
I ran away from you for years the pain for years
you make me so angry i wanna hit the wall and run
but now i'm done running
i'm taking my life back
I'm done letting you continue to ruin me
I will be in a good relationship
i will allow myself to be loved
i will start to love myself
i will gain motivation
i will force myself to do things even if i don't wanna get out of my bed
i'm gonna win not you
i'm still gonna feel that pain i'm still gonna want to run into a wall and disappear from a bit
but i wont make that my life
You ruined me for 11 years now i'm taking my life back
you can run into the wall now