Shell of myself

Shell of myself. I am hollow inside. Don't know how I made it this far with no place to hide. Spent most my days trying to make everyone happy and laughing . I can't feel physical pain because of the depth I'm lacking. I've had it all done to me. I guess it doesn't matter. I'm a shell . That's how you get tougher. The older I get the truth I see. I'm shell of myself. It has to be.