Rule 2

It is your fault that you are here.

It is your fault, Rachel, that you are here and that bad things are happening to you.

You made this happen.

You were not smart enough to stop it.

You were not strong enough to stop it.

I know we talked about how this was inevitable and was going to happen no matter what you did.

Now I need you to remember that IF YOU WERE ------ ENOUGH THIS WOULD NOT BE HAPPENING TO YOU.

IF YOU HAD DONE ------ THIS WOULD NOT HAVE HAPPENED, AND YOU DIDN'T, AND IT DID.

You are a bad thing.

You are a badness.

You are the reason this is happening.

Not the one who found you. Not the one who groomed you. Not the one who shoved his cock down your throat and ripped your skin and marked you so that everyone would know what you are. Not the ones who paid for you. Not the ones who sold you. Not the ones who turned away to their own lives while you were violated in their sheds and back yards and next door to them.

It is you.

YOU

It is all you.

You're disgusting, Rachel. This is your fault.