how much would you pay?
how much would you pay
for a book with what everyone
thinks about you at every time?
and how much sleep would you lose
reading and rereading it
every single night?
how much would you pay
for eternal life
to live forever and ever?
and how much time would you waste
wishing you would die
as everyone around you leaves together?
how much would you pay
to be as skinny as your friends
to stop those three meals a day?
and how many ER visits would you make
crying with no end
wishing your body away?
how much would you pay
to be the most popular kid in school
with everyone knowing your name?
and how much stress would you endure
with all those eyes on you
and the hate that comes with fame?
how long will you
wish you were perfect
just like everybody else?
how long will you
strive for impossible
before you learn to love yourself?