God knows better than me

In my first attempt at learning and progressing,

I stumbled, sinned, and fell,

Lost, but unaware of the extent,

The path becoming increasingly rough.

God knows better than I,

Even in the face of adversity, He charts my course,

My destiny remains unclear,

Just as I'm about to give up,

God knows my strength.

Every thorn I've tread, every road laced with sharp stones,

Regardless of the toll they take,

I know God is watching me,

I kneel and pray, questioning why I must endure such trials.

He knows better than I,

Just as life offers a glimpse of brighter days,

I strive to do things my way,

Yet God knows better than I, guiding my journey,

I cannot stress this enough.

Yet, apprehension hinders me from expressing,

As the days grow colder and He lights my way,

Every minute, every hour of the day,

I am aware of God meticulously watching over me.

Each time I kneel and pray,

God shields and safeguards me,

He knows better than I,

Though I lack answers, deep within, He knows,

He truly is the only Lord.

When the road becomes arduous,

When my faith begins to waver,

I am certain He will lift me up,

Lord, You are my strength through it all,

I implore Your mercy,

For You know better than I.

Just as life reveals the way,

I witness the sunlight shining upon me,

I step towards that beacon of hope,

Understanding what truly matters,

For God is by my side, always.