The Sounds They Make
Blinded by the cheap rent and the convenient location, I hadn't noticed the apartment's paper-thin walls when I first moved in. These walls now tell the story of my evenings, bringing parts of lives and sounds I do not belong to.
The laughter of the couple next door started it all, a warm, contagious sound that made me smile despite my own shortcomings. I saw them in my mind's eye—young, in love, making supper in a tiny kitchen that was identical to mine but strangely happier. On the evenings when my own apartment felt too quiet and empty, their laughter was a comfort.
Then there was the elderly man upstairs, his footfall above my head in a steady, reassuring beat. He would walk back and forth for exactly one hour from one end of his apartment to the other every evening at seven. I imagined him, towering and hunched over, lost in thought about the days long past, counting his steps as he went. His regimen became a part of my own, a cue that the day was coming to an end and it was time to unwind.
And there were quiet sobs, too, soft and heartbreaking, from the apartment below me. The woman who wept into the night, her sobs a private sorrow, had a name I never knew. I would hope that the tones from my guitar would permeate the floorboards and console her in her sadness as I would play a sweet, wordless lullaby for her on those nights.
These sounds—fragments of lives—became my life's soundtrack, an ever-present reminder of the invisible bonds that bind us all together. I started to sense that we were all connected to this accidental community—not by sight, but by sound, by the shared humanity that pierced the walls.
One evening, the noises ceased. The footsteps, the arguments, the weeping, and the laughing. The absence of sound was more startling than even the loudest cry out as silence descended, heavy and unsettling. I lay awake, breathing heavily in the silence, till I knew what had to be done.
I took up my guitar and began to play. I played a hopeful and healing tune for the couple that lived next door. I played a sentimental and soothing tune for the elderly man who lives upstairs. I performed a song of solace and fortitude for the woman beneath me. I performed for myself, seeking a sense of unity and inclusion.
Their sounds, entwined in the symphony of existence, convey a story about our lives as well as theirs. And while I was playing, I pictured them listening in the calm of the night, each in their own apartment, a quiet acknowledgement of our common journey—a community united by sound rather than sight—bounded by the walls dividing us and the lives that, in some strange way, bind us together.