Reckless Abandon!
I want to feel freedom.
Desperately.
Hopelessly.
I yearn for spontaneity.
I want to kick off my shoes and skip.
To lie down on the pavement and sing.
Do it for no one but me.
I want not to second-guess. To truly live in the absence of an alternator motive.
I want not to think but to do — true carnal, animal desire.
To lose myself in longing. To need.
Purely and intensely.
I want to scream.
To cry.
To laugh.
And feel nothing but my own absurdity.
To descend into complete and total madness.
To thoroughly experience. Whether it's pain or bliss. Just to be completely and totally belonging to one moment. To be dedicated to one thought.
To sense every every atom, every cell. To feel, deeply and profoundly.
Impulsively.
To lose any coherent thought and just be untethered. Unbound. Unchained. Unhinged.
To mindlessly and chaotically do.
“Help me make the most of freedom and of pleasure. Nothing ever lasts forever.”
— Everybody Wants to Rule the World, Tears for Fears