Even the rainbow refuses to shine

Even the rainbow refuses to shine

without you, who has made my heart long

I remembered only the time

once I held you in my arms and you were mine

Every day i think of you, perhaps a hundred times

how could I tell you how often

in the kiss I see between two old couples

I remember how I felt when you kissed me

At night, in the blistering seat of summer

I remember how once your arms held me

outside I smile but Inside I am screaming

I cannot stop screaming

How am I expected to have joy or happiness

to dream, to hope, to be

without you

Why am I cursed with this

when all the others are with their lovers

I rage against my fate