i like the energy of this, but i’ve no clue what I was talking about (one line felt good?)

Hmm, I guess I could call this series 'My brain is a bullet train, and I forgot where the brakes are!!!' with a lot of intermittent screaming and crashing. Hey guys, I am back (:

But let's start where we stopped yesterday. Wait, why are we focusing on the past? Shouldn't we be focusing on the present? Would overthinking about things that are already done and over change anything? Isn't it a waste of time?

Well, first of all, how much thinking is overthinking? I think the reason behind a lot of overthinking is that we have a lot of unfinished thoughts. Thoughts that occurred to us, but we couldn't follow through. Thoughts we distracted ourselves off of from. Thoughts that are yet to be solved. Things that are yet to be decluttered, sorted and arranged neatly in that clumsy brain of ours. After all, if we only focus on the present and leave yesterday for yesterday, wouldn't our life eventually become an assortment of unsolved yesterdays? And how many unsolved yesterdays can we handle before it all becomes a burden too heavy for us to carry?

So yes, let's start where we left off yesterday. I do believe there were a lot of topics we didn't really expand on. Let's see.

I think we were done with the 'Construction of building systems to maintain our life, and how it could hinder us as much as it might help us grow, and how we need a fine balance between routine and following our intuitions' part of it all, didn't we? I think we made a fine point there! We need some level of a system to align our goals, but the moment the system starts to hinder us, we need to give in to our humane impulses. We need to find the balance. (I read somewhere that you could get off any board meeting formalities by saying, "I think what we should strive to aim for is a compromising balance between the various opinions we discussed today." Just wanted to mention that, friend to friend.)

do something for ourselves'. Ah, the age-old self-love conundrum. Where do we draw the fine lines between self-love and narcissism?