Live or Die
Everything is slowing down
Grinding to a halt
It is all becoming clear
No one is at fault
I don't want to die like this
Razorblades & weed
I don't want to die like this
Laughing as I bleed
This life is just a waiting game
I've been forced to play
No one has been keeping score
The night becomes the day
I don't want to live like this
Always up & down
I don't want to live like this
Without a middle ground
I try not to let it get to me
I'm failing as we speak
My motivation's minimal
My memory is weak
I don't want to die like this
A manic movie star
I don't want to die like this
You know who you are
Time just keeps on ticking by
Every second's such a waste
I swallow every single word
Such an awful taste
I don't want to live like this
Cigarettes & sex
I don't want to live like this
Pills have side effects
Options seem to run away
Suggestions merely mask
Finding what I really need
An unrelenting task
I don't want to die like this
Hands around my throat
I don't want to die like this
My reason in a note
I don't want to die like this
Lost among the rest
I don't want to die like this
With a hollow chest
I don't want to live like this
This broken down machine
I don't want to live like this
My suicidal dream