Hated Ones by the Ori and Lack-Sensation Federation

"I am scared, I feel so despered, I can see no meaning to live anymore" and blabla...

Empty words with no emotions except the pride of putting on air with our depressions.

So silly...

We are just doing agitation and making melancholy stuff to get more attention from the people.

Always checking up our phones to see if how much guy liked our posts.

It is like an inescapable routine and another victim hung on the captivity.

We are screaming for help to look different than the others, the normals and healthy ones mentally.

But those loud noises are just creating voice pollution on people's ears.

It spreads like a venom and hypnotize the naives or really "emotional" ones and they look at you with a "pitying" eyes.

We can never get enough so we wait for them to be reposted by the ones who has more followers.

We hate to admit the rights always,

Saying that wishing for death only because of the burden of life and the hatery that this life has towards us.

Phony cryings and falling weak in front of the harsh truths..

We have no due to complain or die but we can just bark at the unfair reality and stay silent in front of rhis mobbing.

People around us always hold the gaslights on us such as showing our faults and whole problems in front of us like slapping them.

We believe they are enlightening us, can't even see that they are just creating more stuff for their channels.

We always use others' pain as contents for our talking topics and critisising this horrible life and shouting more to keep people'a depression at a higher level.

Seriously who do we think we are?!

We are nothing but just narcissistic selfish content creaters.

We always have this race between each other:

Who is more depressed?

Who is more troubled?

Who needs help more?

Who is more pathetic?

We are just waiting for pitying eyes again instead of a helping hand.

We really need help but refuse to accept and just try to seem good to people to create a good image.

We think if more loves, less aggression or disgusting noise in self lives.

How silly we are

Loving lying a lot

We use contradictions to mess our and readers' minds up more under the name of contrast.

We are using our "literature" skills to manipulate and pull more people around us...all pathetic just like us.

We are creating a can't-helped, lack-of-sensation federation.

Lots of rhymes for nothing but just to read faster and throw those meaningful words away in seconds because no one is there to read or feel them really.

It is just an aesthetic manifestation.

The chorus in there just screams "Don't read me, you stupid!

Leave your fucking ego for once!

Take care of your real emotions and real self instead of this fake profile of yours that you are showing miserable face only or a marsh-merriness expression as a lie!"

I hate this selfishness and ego..

I hate saying "I wanna die" again and again...

It really hurts but this just increases the pain.

I feel so ashamed because of what I wrote for you all.

I am just tricking your all minds for nothing but just to feel more proud of myself by being such a dramaqueen and pushing you throught this anxiety ways.

Because I am selfish and if I suffer from something, someone will share this suffocating days of mine with me.

If you would like to, eat this sweet looking salty-sour fruit and the bitter cheese decoration on it.

But you'll never get enough taste or enough satisfaction.

Ori always made me do such silly stuff.

I do still care emotions and the origin of this life but I do not want to trick them with literature.

I am emotional and really naive.

I can be used always but I never minded.

I just wanted to care anyone I can and this always made me feel proud of myself.

I felt like I am a good person and I am something for others.

I always expected a thing but I could never admit the expediences.

The favours...the whole stuff...

I love it but I feel a pang of guilt in my chest.

I am nothing but a tool for people I make myself.

I can't stop it..

I feel like I am always dramatizing or i do not know...is there a word like that?

I am blaming anyone who shares their orientation of death because it is nothing but just a non-sense and blindness.

No need for lack of aims and motivation to feel the desire for passing away.

We are all getting bored of monotony and being arrested between the chains of this captivity while screaming for freedom.

We believe freedom is real but we are all the slaves of ephemerality and we forget it while unable to know the 5 minutes ahead, how selfish.

We recall these for any misery we feel and we take it as a huge burden.

Lots of hards and struggles...

I am sometimes scared to admit but we are never alone even if we are physically.

Because our selves are always by our sides.

Even if we have problems our heart always shows the correct way if we can hear the beats correctly.

Even if our heart cannot catch our brain's informations or the things it detects...we can always count on it to go on more and further.

Enough of this dramaturgy!

Stop daydreaming about dying!

This is the life that hates us but we can't cause of not having that due.

Please

Let's do not follow the reasons or aims for once!

Let's just live this life for nothing!

This eternal bliss is just a lie that hedonists created for their own benefits

Satisfaction is just a black hole that swallows us deeper and deepere and then turns to an addiction.

Please

Let's stop screaming for help or saving ways!

The sollution is already inside us!

We are just living for nothing but we do not mind it.

Because we can smile phony or not.

We can be happy, why we know or not.

We already lost our freedoms when we borned.

Always searched for the perfects but please stop it for once!

Let's just live this life without finding a reason or a motivation!

It all comes by itself when we do not think.

Stop pitying your emotions or words.

We need those words for our justice but not for our fake depressions.

Do not just trigger the gun while holding it on your forehead in steady.

This was never the reason enough to die.

Death comes by itself again..

Nothing we can do about it so do not overthink it.

Leave that ego away!

Live

Just live