Don’t Go There

Truth?

It's so smooth, `right' just goes down effortlessly.

Sometimes it can be agonizing; which can make it lethal.

Truth is...I think too much.

Too much about your lies.

Lies I used to believe when I thought you were mine.

You wonder why I’m always in my head…

You won't like my answer, you never do.

If you knew what I know about there,

I wonder if you'd even ask;

Or try to console me.

It's challenging to listen to you & them both right now;

I still remember that they can carry me up, up & away

Yes I‘ve heard them all, you know

You? Can’t you hear them?

Well, like you, They're never yielding; trying to rule me.

Intentionally gouging out memories in my life as if to remind me;

“Don't Go There”

“Don't dwell”

“It wasn't your fault”

They're always trying to control my forever!

They give me nowhere to disappear to now.

But I can’t remain in this hell, stifled by your lies.

You ask again, why am I always in my head....

SMH, That's where the truth is.

“Don't Go There”