How do you get through the pain

My wife of 11 years is leaving me for a younger woman and it hurts too much. I don't want to keep going. But I can't give up, my children need me here. This lie we called love, she has damaged me beyond repair. My heart hurts so much and she doesn't care.

How do I rebuild myself after the one I vowed to picked me apart piece by piece? Devouring me slowly to meet her own needs? Half my life sentenced to her greed. And when I have nothing left to give she decides to leave. Already climbing in bed with the next one, to feed.

While I'm left to clean up the shattered bits of me. How do I keep going? How did I let this happen? How could I have been so blind?

I'm left looking for a reflection that once was mine.

Writing how I feel on the prose because my brokenness always finds its rhyme.