Fall

Falling into a black abyss, I scream out into the nothing with all the might of my lungs my throat bleeding in agony pure never stopping. Just to get this godforsaken evil energy out, all the rage, all the depression just to destroy it. A rage so fucking immense, not a damned being or entity could ever surpass it, not any of the gods and titans combined, not the Islamic god, not the Christian god. A depression so deep universes could fit inside and it would only take up a small fraction of space. Why can't I just fucking explode? Get the pain away and be done with it all, I am sick of feeling the way I do why the fuck can't I just have peace within my god damned mind. Maybe I'm just having an existential crisis or maybe I'm just going insane, either way, I'm sick of the same bullshit the same unnecessary people, the same unnecessary evils, and the same unnecessary places, everything is the same yet, everything changes and goes on endlessly, new forms of the same bullshit we have all gone through yet it hurts the same and causes the same feelings of self-loathing and spite towards just about everything. This is the abyss known as depression, never-ending, never relenting. The abyss consumes all until there is nothing left, the real question is.. Will I fall into it? Or will I fight for a better tomorrow?