The Vengeful Abyss

Screaming out to be saved from my abyss, I hear nothing in return, nothing, pure silence and that's not even the part that hurts, what hurts the most is how I'm not even here you're not even here none of us are, we are all meaningless pieces of shit in one giant existential nightmare filled with nothing but broken promises and broken hearts. Life, what a cruel bitch she has been to us all and you know what maybe there is some good reason for why the bitch chose to be this way but till we find out what that reason is ill sit here in my self-loathing and utterly miserable existence shuddering to the very thought of the next love to try. Why do we keep going on day to day to day just looking forward hoping for something new hoping for something full for some love to be returned in full, what is the damn point after being pushed away so many times after being thrown down so many times after being conned into a love that wasn't true, what is the point? I have always asked myself this, to hear no reply, just to feel no love, no warmth to caress my face no soft touch to awaken my soul, no longer will I say yay to love no longer do I say hail and hail old friend for I know your devious tricks and I'm sick of it, for next, you knock I will be ready, I will be prepared, fully loaded 12-gage in hand.