Can a Jilter and His Jilted Make Music Again?
I saw my old banjo case
in the back of my closet,
where for years it languished
with the instrument inside.
I recalled the day we split
and I gave my heart to a guitar.
Something moved me to brush away
the dust, and I hauled that old case
into the bedroom where the banjo
and I long ago made music
together. I opened the lid
and gazed upon my old love.
She was as I remembered her.
The wooden neck I used to cradle
was still a dull, faded brown.
The frets in front were worn down.
The five steel strings were frayed
and no doubt needed tuning.
As I so gently lifted
my ex out of her dark grave
I noticed the marks still etched
into the light synthetic head--
flaws made by my errant
fingerpicks scarring her beauty.
I recalled her patience
as this beginner slowly learned
how to treat her properly,
how to make bluegrass music,
how to introduce her to jams.
But all that was in the past.
Could lost love be rekindled?
I had to find out, so I slid
my picks onto my left pointer,
middle finger and thumb.
With my hands in their old places,
I tried to revive our magic.
Hesitantly, pick by pick,
our very first song together
slowly emerged. “Cripple Creek.”
I paused to savor the moment.
Time apart did not destroy love.
My muscle mem’ry was still there.