migraine

they buzz in my head

not voices per say

but theres definitely

something

or someone

and it just wont stop

not sounds but screams

undecipherable but painful

quiet but burning

not even noted as a scream, more like a non stop painful buzz

like a swarm of bees attacking again and again

it rattles around inside my skull

slamming itself into my temples

a million things make it impossible to focus

it cant slow down

that would be impossible

it jumps and runs but mostly it screams

not distinctly female or male

hell its not human

but it screams

sometimes I wonder

if my brain was carved with a cleaver

would it escape?

is my head a prison?

or a sanctuary?

does it scream in horror?

in mourning?

in shock?

is it just so broken

that screaming

is the only thing

it can remember how to do?

it yells louder

I hope it gets its closure

so I take some tylenol and pray for the best