i curse him to see.

the demand to share the terrible truth will not let me shut my mouth. let me spill, let the blood dry, iron crusting under your nails, i will not let you look away. you have brought me here and you will pay, you will pay in my blood, and you will watch, i will stain your soul, i will drench you in blood and you will never wash yourself clean. look into my eyes as the waters rise, see the despair you have never felt, and let her cold hands stroke down your neck, shoulders, back, she will hold you. let the absence of breath raise the hairs on your neck, let the prey become the predator. i will shatter you. i will flood you with death and you will drink of her draught. i will flood you with animal fear and you will not struggle, you will wilt under my gaze and we will burn. i am nothing and neither are you. hold me and i will show you the void, hold me and i will show you my pain. i will give you the underbelly, i will give you the knife, cut me apart and i will show you, cold and slick and revolting, you will learn the touch of death. i will guide your hands to my slaughter and you will watch me die, you will never be clean again. i will stain your soul, i will fill you with sinful blood. you will look into my eyes and see my despair, you will remember it forever, it will become yours. you will hold my gaze and hold my despair and you will drown with me. this is your indictment. you will hold the knife, and you will see your guilt. for you have sinned.