Love hate love

Tell me what's wrong with me. Point out my flaws. Is this love? Tell me I'll be homeless and then tell me not to react. Trigger my brain by telling me lies just to prove your actions differ. Feel my flesh accept yours .. Only to say you want to be far far away. How will this work? I guess with no reaction on my part. I'll be numb to my own emotions while you drag me down the depression drain . We now have to play a game for survival since my heart is on my sleeve. That's when you ask the question "do you really love me?"