Philophobia
Why would I like someone?
Is it worth the while?
Maybe it's not right.
Why would I risk my heart for something unsure?
I'm afraid
That the time will come that no one will be my side.
They say,"Love is unpredictable"
I know it is.
I'm just afraid that I'll be all alone,
That I'll never have a chance to experience love
It is foolish to talk about my feelings and no one will understand.
So, I hide my emotions and lock it deep inside of me.
My friends say, "Just be yourself, don't think about the future."
But how am I supposed to focus on my present?
When I don't know what will happen tomorrow?
Will someone accept me for who I am?
Will I wait for him to come?
My friends told me, "Love comes at the right time,
and I'll never notice that I'm already falling deep."
True love is immeasurable.
Or maybe I'd already walk passed him
and there is no chance that we'll meet.
No words can explain the fear that I'm feeling.
but, Hellen Keller said"The most beautiful things in the world
cannot be seen or even touched,
they must felt with the heart"
So, shall I start my quest for that thing called love?
Or shall I let my fear conquer me?