Borderline borderline

Borderline. Borderline means that I am so pervasively empty that I become hyper sensitive to the world around me. Borderline means that the emptiness within me leaves me to feed off any and all changes in my surroundings to let me know what's going on, to comfort me, to torment me, to please me, to concern me. To me borderline means I'm constantly on the border of coming to terms with a sense of being before the next little change. To all the people in my life that have stuck with me this far it means that I thank you for being sensitive to those changes and loving and supporting me anyways. I'm really grateful for a lot of really great people.