You, Me, Us

Ok ok ok ok. I know, i know. Ok. ok? Ok.

Something happened between you and me.

Something really really bad.

I REALLY liked you ok?

I don't think you understood that.

That day i felt something that i've never felt and never want to again.

Hearing that from someone other than you made it worse.

Finding out it was true from someone else made it EVEN worse

I lost my confidence and strength as a person.

Because of you.

You.

You are a part of this you know.

You can go ahead and forget but i won't.

I can't forget because it was my first ever heartbreak.

I can't forget because of YOU.

you .

You're in my head.

Haunting my nightmares

Floating in my dreams.

You.

But me.

Ya i don't care about that.

I “don't care”.

Truth is i do care.

Truth is i CARE a lot.

Every time i see you.

I feel...uncomfortable.

It's not the same feeling when you see me though.

When you see me.

When YOU know i'm there.

It means your thinking.

Thinking of me.

But that's not always good.

The way you replied to him about me.

The way you talked about me.

The way you talked about my friends.

Made me feel upset.

Made me feel like you truly are the person you said you weren't

You are that person.

But you know what?

I like that person.

And i couldn't ever say it.