3 Times

Even if I ignore you I can still see you

Seeing my body from the eyes of my soul

It lingers around trying to figure out what it already knows

Why ? And How?

I take a look upon you and my smirk turns to a complete frown

Seeing what others feel years round

It's like I'm gone away

I went stray

Some of you waiting for me to come back someday to say

I'm here but like I said I know I'm not

I cant even feel my insides tide in a knot

Feelings are mutual

Others praying with different rituals

God is this it cause I feel it in the air almost like its a part of my intellectual

Painting a perfect picture

If only you're all able to see a part of my visual

For this is why I write despite the sight you gaze upon

Lost in the cause I'm ashamed to say this is how I act on

Even when I'm gone

I know you'll all be strong

Cause it's only wrong to consider myself to be someone who was just a pawn to look down on

Tears fill up the night sky as there's silence between each cry

Remembering what I did last as it will be my final goodbye

I wave to the what I left behind

No doubt in my heart that this will be the time of my life

Chains are broken free to roam

To a place I'll call home

Lord it's peaceful here

But yet I feel unclear

Why I steered so soon

Into your atmosphere

Only you know this answer

Sadness and sorrow

Converted into

Happiness and Laughter

It's almost like its meant to be

A heaven just for me

Created by me and you

Destine to be a dream team

I don't want to open my eyes

The world that I lived in was just a phony heaven full of lies

People fitting on a new and relevant disguise

Disgusted by this

But I wasn't surprised

My third eye was working just fine

Knowing is just a part of it

Living it

I Just didn't fit

To different to be consider just another cold shoulder delinquent

Seeing isn't just apart of believing

When you believe in something

It strikes the feelings