The worst year humanly possible. 1 suicide attempt. The loss of three of my closest friends. The end of my relationship with most of my family. The year that broke me. All of me. There wasn't a part of me that wasn't destroyed by 365 days. Amazing how much can change in a year, but looking back I wonder how I made it. I wonder how I managed to survive this horrendous expirence. I was 16 for half and 17 the other and I'm wondering how I survived. This year was probably the worst. 2014 a year of pain and of loss.