College Students Regrets

Sitting here with a stomach full of hot damn, apple pie whisky, and an occasional glass of water fills me with a feeling of overt honesty. Lets talk about honesty, I am more in debt than my parents ever were, I still believe in a system that awards educated individuals. Not that everyone who graduates from college is educated, but that those who honestly give a damn are given a real shot at the world around them. I desire to make more than 60K a year, but by student loans are going to equal that rate. Whats the point of making more if I am just going to end up having to pay that back at the end. Who is really winning here? The god damn colleges, hands down. How am I supposed to carry on in a society of doubters when I want to be the bright voice that tells them "NO! it's definitely worth the trouble!?  what am I supposed to say? Sure? Maybe? do you enjoy doing work for almost nothing? I am sitting here with no excuses as to why I don't have more shit together. I should have a better job. I have a bachelors degree for god's sake. I show more motivation than most, I have plenty of experience, and I enjoy work that allows me to be a part of something bigger than myself. I think that is the biggest bummer of all. We're looking at a generation of die hard consumers who are convinced that their economies grow by their expenses. No body stopped and told them that the economy grows by their investments. Houses, Businesses, Corporations and the like really provide the honest growth here. It's not the god damn Iphone they choose to purchase, but its stock into the company that dictates whether or not they are able to do more than babel.