Empty

You try and try but the tears just won't flow. You know it's supposed to hurt like hell but the emptiness has robbed you of everything you knew. How to love, how to hate, to be happy or sad, laugh or cry, it's all gone. Only a distant memory. You have fallen so deep into this eternal pit. The darkness surrounds you and engulfs you more with every breath. The weight of the world is resting on your shoulders yet you feel nothing. You no longer see in color or even black and white, it's only gray. Everything is so cold now even when the sun is beating down on you. There is a chill that only you can feel. It's ever so present but no one else can tell. You are an actor in this so called life of yours. You desperately yearn for someone to rewrite the script but for now you sigh and just press on.