Feelings
Why do you make me feel like my feelings are invalid
While everyone else's feelings aren't
Why do I feel like you don't favor me like you used to
And now you just favor them instead
Why do I feel worthless whenever I come for a visit
Why do I feel like I don't matter as a person
Why do I feel like you hate me
Why do I feel as if I need you to validate me
Why do I feel these feelings
Why is it so sickening and paining
The moon
The moon shone bright
On this quiet winter night
It was cold and breezy
But then I saw your figure standing there in the dark
Sitting on a swing in the park
I decided to walk over to you
I asked you if you were cold
You said no but I could tell you really were,
So I wrapped my jacket around you anyways
We sat there for hours
Talking about anything and everything
Our feelings, our stories, our favorite foods
It was like a dream come true
And I'm pretty sure that's when I really knew,
That I loved you
And because of that quiet winter night,
We became something beautiful
Like the stars in the night sky.
Selfish
That's all you seem to be
But beneath the surface, you're in pain just like me
You don't care how I feel, or how I seem to be doing
You just sit there pitying yourself, that's all you've been doing
But go ahead, feel sorry for yourself
I don't care anymore, cause I'll always be by myself
"You forgot me," you say
But am I the one who really forgot you?
Or are you just pushing the real truth out of the way
I could've lost you forever, but you didn't even care
"They never even tried to talk to me" you complain
But maybe that's because I'm tired of being the one trying every day
You never try, it's always just me
I'm done, we're done, go ahead, just leave
If only
If only you'd realize, I'm not the only one who should try
If only you'd realize, I never forgot you but god how I've tried
If only you knew, that I only think of you
But I guess you can't see, how much you mean to me
It hurts
The way you don't try
The way you don't care for me or try to stop making me cry
God how I love you, but you make me so sad
You make me feel worthless, empty, and bad
Do you even love me?
Do you even care?
Where'd the one I love go?
Was he ever even there?
Blue
Blue looks like a wave ready to wash over the shores
It wants to help but sometimes it doesn’t
Blue is bittersweet
It’s nice but sometimes it stings
Blue is a thunderstorm
With booms and crashes wherever it wants
Blue feels colder than ice
Like it’s slowly numbing you
From your toes to your mind
It smells like it just rained
On a hot summer day
It’s just like our love
That sunk and drowned
Never to be found
Under the waves of our pain
Our love disapparated, just like a cloud
Maybe one day
We’ll find another way