My world is black and white

Void of its color

My heart has lost its lasting beat

Torn out by its owner

No excuse is written up on the walls

Drawn in by its sorrow

The questions had been asked

Why today and not tomorrow

My decision was as cold

As a soul made up of ice

I tried to think of another way

But the hardest choice was right

I know an apology will never do

For the tragedy I have made

I hope that time will cure your pain

Cause mine will always stay

When I had revisited consciousness the darkness was thick and the air was as still as the marble floor in front of me. I do not know what light reflected off the narrow path I sit in front of but it showed a destination I currently could not reach. I tried to study the chair I was bound to but the darkness masked all but what lies ahead. No matter the struggle nor how loud i screamed. The chair would not move and my voice could not be heard even from my self. Everything was mute and the more I panicked the more I can feel something sucking my life away from me. Then there was a sound of chains. I went to scream out at it but no words would come. I could hear it getting closer, I only struggled harder horrified and what screeching of metal sliding on then floor. I turned to the path and could see a figure forming out of the darkness. It was no taller than 3 feet, has no face, skin white as milk. It was dragging a blade across the marble floor into my direction. I could feel the blood flow in my body.. I can feel my heart pounding on my chest.. I was sweating profusely. The more I struggled the closer he came, closer, closer, closer.... When it got to me it's expressionless face stared directly into my soul raised its knife and began cutting away. Only could here it say one word: Anxiety

As I Sleep without my bride

my heart is bound with destined agony

I begin to state my vows with sorrows echo as my harmony

May i never wake until I can see her stand in front of me

I will forever be at this alter for our nocturnal matrimony

As my hope turns to truth like shadows grip the light

My soul will turn cold like a blizzard in the night

Just as my serenity was coming to its end

You hand me a rose that holds truth from within

I ask my fear to betray me as it was all so surreal

I clutch the Rose drawing blood but the pain I could not feel

A smile as perfect as a rose

Angels turn their hope to sin

She has what they will never hold

True beauty from beneath the skin

She turns my agony into relief

With a simple beat of her heart

She is the meaning of my belief

A shadow seen within the dark

Her whispers are a miracle

Like a ruby in the sand

Everything is made possible

As long as I hold her hand

As I was lost in sorrows lies

A truth had came to be

My love for her is the reason why

I can finally say

I'm happy

The cold hours feed the fury

While darkness wins the day

I am only left with a tragedy to bury

A heart that's left astray

I lurk inside of sorrows curtain

Waiting for the blackest night

Where I go is still uncertain

Avoiding hope in all it's light

As anxiety sings her melody

All I can do is begin to dance

May I sway ever so solemnly

I never stood a chance

There's a storm that is to come

I am afraid it's way too late

Something I could never outrun

They like to call fate