A fracture of you
Your presence still lingers deep inside
It is a feeling that I can't hide
I tried to forget, I tried and tried
"I've forgotten about you.", I lied
I told you that it's hard to forget
Flashing memores, would I be upset?
When I see you, I try not to fret
For me, would you even try to bet?
Years have passed and it is still the same
I was lost in our own little game
Back then, I called you, you always came
Hoping it's still the same would be lame
Someday, would we go back together?
You think I could still call whenever?
Maybe we could take it all further
Go and continue our forever...
Too much
It's too much to bear. It's too much to handle. Feels like my heart is getting heavier every damn time. Suddenly, the butterflies weren't fluttering anymore. No music was heard, not even a tune. The sparks slowly looses their shine, their twinkle. Suddenly, everything just was just ordinary. I saw you, my heart wasn't jumping, wasn't even beating fastly like before. What happened to our love's hard core? The feeling changed. It wasn't the same. I'm wondering if our story is ending. I saw you, I realized the pain still wouldn't subside. I was left every night, dozed off, because again, I cried.
Just a chance
What she longs for is a second chance
A gamble for this whirlwind romance
Hoping everything was just a trance
Would the possibilities enhance?
Hoping everything would be alright
It's not certain if things would turn bright
Chances may cause torment or delight
She'll take her chances with all her might
In the past, she asked for forgiveness
The one from above is her witness
The dolour that she tried to suppress
She stopped and moved on from that madness
Years passed by and there's no betterment
A twinge was left by the arguement
There she is standing on the cement
While you're having a time that's well spent
Can't you see that she's falling apart?
It was caused by someones wretched heart
She desires everything to restart
She doesn't want to see you depart
She hinders herself from perdition
Her mind repeats that same old portion
Still stuck in that same old location
Wherein you've had your confrontation
But the world is inexorable
In this world we are vulnerable
Agonies are inevitable
The journey sure is memorable
All she wants is an absolution
All the problems have a solution
Please try to understand her reason
Just go hear out her explanation
What she longs for is a second chance
A hap for that last eventual dance
A moment for that one final glance
Asking destiny for alliance
Rain
Outside I hear the droplets of water
While I'm typing a letter
Then, it started pouring rain
The sky is sympathizing with my pain
Reminiscing our same old days
Didn't know within it are hurtful rays
Rays of disappointment
Because of the delivered sentiments
Rays of agonizing pain
The feeling that makes me insane
Rays of sadness
Now got changed with numbness
The rain keeps on pouring
And I, too, kept on crying
Just by seeing our framed picture
But I know we now have our closure
We were so happy that night
It's you who always gave me light
Then again, I remember it's over
We're done with that same old fever
As I continue typing
Little by little my heart is breaking
A lot can happen in a year
I thought I have nothing to fear
But now that we're done
Our relationship is gone
My feelings for you will always be here
You'll always be my first love, my dear
You said we'll let go of what we have now
If we're really meant to be, we'd be together somehow
You said we have a love that won't go away
I believe, that love would always stay
If time comes and we still have that love
We would have help from someone above
Now, the sky is calming down
Droplets are falling on the ground
The stars still doesn't seem to show
Just like someone whom I know
As the sky stopped raining
I, on the other hand, also stopped crying
I stopped reminiscing
Our story I stopped remembering
'Cause with it comes a painful feeling
Eventhough we still can't tell the ending
Now, I'll stop typing
Stop complaining and start living
My Fairytale
Back then, you were my forever
I didn't realize even fairytales have their ending
The curse of the witch I tried lifting,
Made my love for you even stronger
But then things began to change
Our story started to fade
Just because of the same old mistake
That we always tried to arrange
I may not be with you now
But you would always be my first
You would always have a space in my heart
If it really is you and me, we'd be together somehow
Signs would be given by the universe
'Till then we'd have to be apart
Away from Paradox and Oblivion
Don't you seem to find the world ludicrous?
The way you're persevered in forgetting
But it's too hard to neglect everything
Because you're mind is seeing theough all those hues
You thought his love would last eternally
'Cause he crossed your walls and broke your bridges
Left you with smashed dreams and broken pledges
What you thought was always, left you empty
You want to wait, at the same time move on
'Cause at any time my heart would combust
This time I'd let go and I won't hang on
Away from paradox and oblivion
Thinking "How could my love be this robust?"