I see the world from both sides,  I feel peoples pain while I'm trying to recruit people to think for more than less,  im a humble king siting on the thrown while I'm watching my allies taking shots at my dome,  sometimes when I'm in a crowd I feel alone,  respect is not given it's always shown,  I think deeper and violence I never condone,  sheep's scatter while I'm the only dog defending them from the wolf,  golden aura shelters me an and my home,  come through join the blessings that God hands me ,  I put foreclosures on the past me,  now I'm a gentleman that sees success as the ultimate  jewel. 

On the way to the top I took a stair case with a etymology  dictionary hanging on my waist people fear a free thinker I'm not here for the money I'm here to spread love brotha , Baby why you hate your self so much that you would alter your body an face because you don't like the way  God made you  that's a  damn shame  back in the day (west Africa ) we used to worship you, before Europeans came there with they bullshit book  , you get your power from your vagina don't believe me baby look it up , stop spending late nights out with random dudes chilling an fucking , your worth more baby girl you should stop doing that dumb shit,    this is 2016 wake up call all of us, we  should get a long walk the streets with pride no more believing the school books they're all lies. Its time to practice qi - gong (Google this )  an take a deeper look inside.

I'm all man but I always gave people my soul, staring at you in your eyes holding your hands in the park during this lovely stroll,  bad boy you even stayed with me when I was on parole,  your the perfect woman losing you would really take a toll,  I'll doing anything I'm your soldier I'm just playing role,  smiles and cute gestures with you means more then any conversations we ever  hold ,  your my baby being with you is the only way a brotha feels hole. 

I have no problem carrying the weight of my team,  I once  had a love I called my own,  every dark night there's a bright day coming soon,  don't ever panic when under pressure,  chivalry is dead I guess our young men need a refresher,  I keep my head up chest out anything you throw my way I feel like I can handle it , I got nothing to lose aslong as I have you : ) 

Been at the lowest of my lows I write poems to cleanse my soul,  people will do any thing to be known,  they say karma comes around like a boomerang good or not you still end up in a lot of pain,  my life stories should be posted everywhere I'm just a young man who dares to actually care,  this world is full of selfish people it kind of makes a man with a good heart look at life like it's unfair , the best writer coming soon so the world should beware. 

Conversations now a days are kind of weary,  we would text each other while we sit on the same couch watching tv,  this new age kids don't get it they mix lust with love an when trying to give them advice they don't want to hear it,  Im better off sticking to myself and die alone on this planet , when did alcohol become the fountain of youth I guess when advertising alcohol commercials at 7 o'clock telling you this is the thing to do,  when did being yourself became the  unwanting thing to do,  when did harming yourself on video become the most popular thing to do,  when did our attention span last 30 seconds and no one can sit down an read a book,  these are just a few questions I need to ask but only you can understand me sign be yours truly (diary) .

I always fall for your type,  or is their a message in meeting the same kind, sometimes you have to jump into the pit of fire to really find what you are looking for,  her face fine her nails she looks like a perfect score,  someone you want to travel the world an create your own niki and meek tour , a lot of men don't like her is this God sending me a sign , if so I choose to ignore them while we sip blush wine, she stays fit and always tell me to watch my body alkaline,  I think she likes the fact that I always chase the dollar sign,  I'm a hustler the kind of guy that's hard to fine,  spring time fine is the words I use to define......You.

Its always profit to gain water cleans my soul and baby you wash away my pain,  my eyes light up when we intervene your the only one that keeps me chasing my dreams,  romantic diner by the beach just you and me I fantasize what I’m gonna do when you finally let me in your jeans, timeless night when we are together,  baby this isn’t a simple crush this is more of a love letter, girl you stay on my mind I can’t wait for day that you are officially mine. 

When you have two sources of income what's the point of not having fun, it's funny how I gave shorty my all to receive one word answers finally had enough courage to leave her alone now she's liking everything on my fb page, now I'm smoking cigarettes like this shit is helping me but when you have no one to talk to sometimes you chill with your enemy, working everyday staying busy to hind the pain, I hate my best friends girlfriend but he loves her who am I to interfere, I'm thinking of all the girls I had relationships and how we became estranged maybe it was my fault I let the liquor drive me insane, but when lq is the fountain of youth how can I not take a sip of the truth, why I cant have the girls that I want how come we have to wait for the truth/light to come out of the dark, dear diary these are just my thoughts

God forgives an so do I, me and him are both of a kind, see the world my way destruction every where from the crupt government, God answers all prayers just be patient and you'll see the proof I'm finally working a job that I wanted to do, I made so many mistakes if your real you can relate, I have good heart throughout all the hate, Im runnning a Marathon to my goals the while the bad influence trying to damage my soul, but through it all I make it through as I walk this glory road.