Forever Falling
I feel as if I’m falling,
Forever falling.
There is no up or down,
No darkness, nor light.
There’s just the endless abyss of fog and mist.
And every time I think I’ve finally found solid ground,
It gets torn out from under me.
And then once again I’m falling,
Forever falling.
I’m dying, fading fast
The voltures circling above, they’re closing in.
They can sense it, smell it on me,
The oncoming death.
And I’m still falling,
Forever falling.
Love Bird
Love is not a word meant to be said
It is a beautiful mystery meant to be felt in the heart
If you feel the need to say it
Then it isn't real
My love is not a word
My love is a bird
I'm like a bird with clipped wings
Waiting for another bird
A bird that isn't as broken
To come along and keep me company
A bird willing to give up it's wings and the sky
To sit next to me and watch the world go by
Who I Am
Trust me. You don't want me. I'm terrible. I'm awful and impatient. I'm harsh and cruel. Not kind or patient. I'm mean and brutal and blunt. Painfully blunt. I will break you, put you back together, and then break you again. I will do that over and over again until you feel like you're going insane. That's just the kind of person I am. I will hurt in ways you've never been hurt before. I will break you down and destroy you in the most painful and brutal of ways. You will hate me. You will despise me so much you might even start to love me. Don't. I'll make you feel things you've never felt before. I'll disagree with you, and even when you're right I'll never admit it. I will confuse you and make you question everything. I'll make you wonder if what you're doing is really what you should be doing. I'll be bitter and lie to your face and you will never know that I did. I'll be honest only when I feel like it. But despite all that I'll be there. I'll always be loyal. It takes a lot to gain my trust. Even more to gain my affection. But it also takes a lot to break it. It'll take heaven crumbling to pieces, the world ending, and hell freezing over for me stop trusting you. I will be vicious, but I will always love you.
The Things We...
The things we love are the things that kill us slowly
The things we cherish are the things that make us lonely
The things we fight for are the things we fight against
The things we want are the things we give away
The things we're running from are the things we're running towards
The things we hate are the things that we adore