Fate
The cold hours feed the fury
While darkness wins the day
I am only left with a tragedy to bury
A heart that's left astray
I lurk inside of sorrows curtain
Waiting for the blackest night
Where I go is still uncertain
Avoiding hope in all it's light
As anxiety sings her melody
All I can do is begin to dance
May I sway ever so solemnly
I never stood a chance
There's a storm that is to come
I am afraid it's way too late
Something I could never outrun
They like to call fate
Angels envy
A smile as perfect as a rose
Angels turn their hope to sin
She has what they will never hold
True beauty from beneath the skin
She turns my agony into relief
With a simple beat of her heart
She is the meaning of my belief
A shadow seen within the dark
Her whispers are a miracle
Like a ruby in the sand
Everything is made possible
As long as I hold her hand
As I was lost in sorrows lies
A truth had came to be
My love for her is the reason why
I can finally say
I'm happy
Trapped
When I had revisited consciousness the darkness was thick and the air was as still as the marble floor in front of me. I do not know what light reflected off the narrow path I sit in front of but it showed a destination I currently could not reach. I tried to study the chair I was bound to but the darkness masked all but what lies ahead. No matter the struggle nor how loud i screamed. The chair would not move and my voice could not be heard even from my self. Everything was mute and the more I panicked the more I can feel something sucking my life away from me. Then there was a sound of chains. I went to scream out at it but no words would come. I could hear it getting closer, I only struggled harder horrified of the screeching of metal sliding on then floor. I turned to the path and could see a figure forming out of the darkness. It was no taller than 3 feet, has no face, skin white as milk. It was dragging a blade across the marble floor into my direction. I could feel the blood flow in my body.. I can feel my heart pounding on my chest.. I was sweating profusely. The more I struggled the closer he came, closer, closer, closer.... When it got to me it's expressionless face stared directly into my soul raised its knife and began cutting away. Only could hear it say one word: Anxiety
Decision
My world is black and white
Void of its color
My heart has lost its lasting beat
Torn out by its owner
No excuse is written up on the walls
Drawn in by its sorrow
The questions had been asked
Why today and not tomorrow
My decision was as cold
As a soul made up of ice
I tried to think of another way
But the hardest choice was right
I know an apology will never do
For the tragedy I have made
I hope that time will cure your pain
Cause mine will always stay
Nightmare
As I Sleep without my bride
my heart is bound with destined agony
I begin to state my vows with sorrows echo as my harmony
May i never wake until I can see her stand in front of me
I will forever be at this alter for our nocturnal matrimony
As my hope turns to truth like shadows grip the light
My soul will turn cold like a
blizzard in the night
Just as my serenity was coming to
its end
You hand me a rose that holds truth from within
I ask my fear to betray me as it was all so surreal
I clutch the Rose drawing blood but the pain I could not feel
Pressing forward
A soul that wonders through sorrows canyon looking for a flame
Stuck in the shadows cast down by the walls
Still pressing forward through it's darkest pain
A mind looking for solace trapped in a cage with destiny
Locked in by the illusion of hope
Still pressing forward through it's predetermined tragedy
A heart that drifts within the ocean of lies
Sinking in the waves of unspoken hate
Still pressing forward through it's love left behind
A life flying through the storm of despair
Caught for eternity looking for purpose
Still pressing forward through the emptiness it bears