Ambidextrous
I will never walk alone
Even in times of despair
A flare is there
The natural procession
Life is air
I cannot choose to care
Follow your feat
Face the heat
You cannot compete
I will never lack guidance
Always complete
I cannot forfeit - whether honest or deceit
I will strive to do good
I will strive to get through
There are no comparisons
Just me and you
Neo Transcendental
Wishing on a star
Wheels falling off my car
Stressful aggravation
No time for meditation
The work I'm doing will never matter
It means everything
So important
Such illusion
You can't fathom how many thoughts I've thunk in here
This studio is where my inner child hangs out
The shadow knows
Alec Baldwin should buy a few pieces
I love how cosmically connected your life is
It just sounds that way
Sometimes I believe it
Resentment is an illness
Not Me
Could be worse y'all. Could be a whole lot fuckin worse. When I look at all the crazy shit in the world that's what I think. But ya know what? It could be a whole lot better too. And that's what I'm aiming for. Life is a cocky motherfucker. Always thinks he can show up to my party and piss in my Cheerios. Always thinks he can kick em when they're down. When these things happen I always have to have a serious little talk with the punk bitch. I say "look here buddy. This is mine. I understand what you're trying to do and why - everyone gets a little hooked on drama - but you're not going to hang me up. Why? Cus I'm strong and I fight hard and I win. Take your bullshit and leave. I don't want you here." It's funny though Cus he always comes back every couple months - thinks he's learned a new trick or two I haven't seen. It's always the same though. I can see right through and I keep doin what I do. Life is broken. Not me.
Tender Blender
Not sorry I'm so emo
If you don't like to see a man cry you should go look for a canoe
How hard is it to look me in the eye?
Just look
If I told you the guy who bought me dinner last night was someone I used to fuck would you believe when I say used to?
Swaddled up in blankets
Television
Just laying there touching
Heavy anchors keep ships still
I've gone sailing
Hopes and Dreams
"Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!"
"What the fuck is wrong with you? I'm trying to sleep."
"The cat came up behind me. I was thinking about Henry and all the crazy things a mother thinks about and going into some dark places. Sorry bunny. He surprised me at a weird time."
"That's ok babe. Come back to bed. Talk to me. I'm here. You scared me too."
"It's just so scary. Bringing a child into this world. I hope we do a good job."
"We will bunny. We just have to use our imaginations in positive ways. Think of all the cool things he's going to do. He's going to be a super fuckin cool kid. Look at us. He's going to be our kid."
"I hope he joins the circus."
"I hope he's an accountant."
"He's going to hate you."
"I'm just kidding. I hope he's a professional skeeball player."
"That's more like it."
Laughs.
"Let's not get out bed today."
Junior League
Wasted days on nerves
Fuel for old wives tales
Uncertain future
Being candid is exhausting
Thermometers pop
If you feel anything from my cadence
I hope it's so hot it's cold
Coming down from LSD is easier than this
I scratched your name into a thousand pencils and left them outside your playpen
When you're old enough I'm going to buy you your first beer
Unfortunate Feeling
If calamity creates casualties
We're in hot fudge
No affection
No discretion
If you didn't want meatballs you should have said
"No meatballs please"
The lack of confidence in your voice creates my distrust
My combustion chamber is red fucking hot.
Chaos is the planet I'm running from.