God Knows.
God knows what is hiding in that weak and drunken heart,
In that room of pain and rememberings that's tearing you apart.
You must have kissed the girls and made them cry,
And it's been a while since you're tears ran dry.
God knows what is hiding in those weak and sunken eyes.
Yes, He knows how you break with all those empty lies.
And even all those hardfaced Queens of misadventure
Once longed for love over a lecture.
God knows what is hiding in that world of little consequence
When you couldn't build a wall so put up that fence.
You must have known it would keep them out
Welcome, all of those who abandoned hope and cradled doubt
God knows what is hiding in those cold and broken minds
To have pushed away the good hearts and drawn the blinds
He knows how you recited those lies to a one man audience
You told yourself it was for protection but burned out the guardians
And if that was common sense, and if everyone that circumvents
Claimed to have the brain to rise above the mundane,
I would wish to stay forever young and dumb
Than to be like the once vibrant souls gone numb.
For if I had a brain to lead me astray
I'd be cold as stone and rich as the fool
That turned all those good hearts away.
But behind the tears and inside the lies
Burns a flame of longing nestled among severed ties
When you cut the rope and turned a blind eye
That flickering flame refused to die
God knows who is hiding behind that painted mask
He knows they're dreams and hopes and for what they ask
A fiery throng of muted angels does burn black
It's hard giving love and getting nothing back
God knows who is hiding behind the thickest walls
When every window is blocked and corpses roam the halls
A thousand slowly dying sunsets come and go
But if you can't see them then you'll never know
God knows who is hiding behind an angel's smile
It's the tortured, helpless soul that dies out after a while
And God sends out his children to hold those weeping forms
But you have to open up before the tears become the storms
God knows who is hiding behind a wretched prayer
How you hate the game and once worshipped the player
God knows how you pushed him away for pride
Oh the pain had come but you had never cried.
And if that was common sense, and if everyone that circumvents
Claimed to have the brain to rise above the mundane,
I would wish to stay forever young and dumb
Than to be like the once vibrant souls gone numb.
For if I had a brain to lead me astray
I'd be cold as stone and rich as the fool
That turned all those good hearts away
Tear out the walls and chains that bind you so
And cry a little to learn of letting go
Do not give up, there still is love
Someone loves that God above
Embrace the helping hands and good hearts
Tonight there will be no more fall-aparts
Let someone slip back in to hold you tight,
And banish the dark with a little light.
Temporary Love
Now you've got me speechless
Each time you touch me with your lips
Tingling down to my fingertips
Now I'm feeling helpless
But is this temporary love?
When the going gets rough
Will all this be enough
Together, I feel so unsafe
What is this that I crave
But is this temporary love?
Tell me I'm being delirious
Tell me that we're completely serious
We weren't built to last
We just weren't made like that
But hold me like it's our last dance
And like it's your last chance
But is this temporary love?
It cuts me like a razor blade
When I've been waiting here for days
You can read my thoughts like they're on skin
Why am I so paper thin
Is it exactly how you imagined
Because I can't see the magic
So is this temporary love?
It used to feel like summertime
But is that sunset or sunrise
I wish I weren't so unsure
And I know it'll leave me impure
So is this temporary love?
I'm not playing a game
But I'll be the one to blame
I thought it was real then;
I guess I messed up again
So is this temporary love?
I don't want to walk myself home
I'm not fit for the lonely road
Even with a disguise
A feel so empty at times
Like I don't belong,
Tell me does it make me wrong
But is this temporary love?
One second it's me then yourself
I'm so dizzy from riding your carousel
We started as a spark-
Didn't think we'd come this far
Well here we are:
Momentarily lighting up the dark
But is this temporary love?
Can we burn longer,
Is whatever this is stronger
Stop trying to push me away-
Wasn't I here yesterday
But is this temporary love?
Don't call me honey
I didn't stick around for money
What's this based on
Does it matter if it's already gone
So is this temporary love?
You say you want me to explain
So let's start with the pain
I thought we were going to be forever
So I put in the effort
Clearly you didn't feel the same
Isn't it such a shame
But once I'm done, I can't be reclaimed
So it's either "goodbye" or "glad you came"
So is this temporary love?
I'm gonna start over, completely blank
Gonna save my love like a bank
Leave you to the fish, put you back in the tank
So tell me, teacher what is my rank
No thank you
The end's overdue, I'm finally through
What was this temporary love?