White Reclused
Calibrated to lyrically seduce
Those blind hearted
The wrongfully amused
From the social bigotry's,
The chemically defused
Arachnophobia?
WHITE RECLUSED
Swindled into the web
where trapped with convictions amongst the dead and it's victims
The analytical submissions
alphabetically abandoned like multi-level subdivisions
Some parts are saved for the affliction of its anatomy addictions
Reincarnating memories of your movement
Only to display struggles of vindictive amusement
So into the eyes you will stare
Leaving the heart, just visually impaired
Glares of 4 pairs squared reflected in misconception
Eight ways of transparent perception
Developing within your mind, a venom obsession
Enhanced inerrant progressions slowly creep
Eternally trapped in cerebral defeat
“Patch me up”
Heart tissue artificially made
Patching the parts that inefficiently remain
Together
Stem cells aligned in uniformity, to cure the pain
The holes in our hearts that protect the love we contain
Like Japanese flowers, rearranged
Heart failure sustained
Confused, abused, bruised and misused
only satins amused
Drained and re-fused
How dare you disapprove
My aims bound to improve
From this distance
with enough consistence
Old memories relinquished
My love is the best
Life's a test, and god will attest that one day
My heart will be blessed
To live a life so pure of love, with my words I confess
Just patch me up please!
My hearts a mess!
My vision was blurred
Just three words for this old soul
Heart so big it broke the mold
Cold but controlled
The greatest yet
or so I'm told
I won't give up, too bold
I deserve to love again
watch me unfold.
Just patch me up please
Tenfold
The Boy Who Cried “Love me.”
All I wanted was for you to love me. Hold me, kiss me, and rearrange the stars with me. For better or worse, till death were we to part. Waking up to a fresh start, and your arms around me by dark... I waited and I waited and I waited. "Love me".
Like a nightmare before xmas, with only reality to show its existence. A heart so full of love and hope could only show so much persistence. Yet your reindeer games revealed enough resistance. "Love mee".
Like I missed the bus to the first day of school. Kissed, dismissed and played like a fool. All alone on a playground they call life with no rules. Hands sweating, heart racing, counting down the seconds of every class...just to run home to a house full of broken glass. "Love meee"!
Like the target behind the reticle of my scope, I never lost sight, until I lost hope. One confirmed, two confirmed, three confirmed...me. In "the shit" without a round to spare, I couldn't bare to suffer with defeat in the air. But all I could hear was "if you dare". So I gave you the stare, threw up a flair, and cried "this is where you show me you care". "Love meee"!!
Like any addiction I ever beat, my love for you was too deep. Not even Missdolly could compete. You were the highest I had ever been. I thought I was ready for the spin. Only to find out you were just a feminine specimen of gelatin, extracted from a shot of adrenaline, to infect my life with hate again....and yet I stayed. "Love meee!!!"
Sinking
How many more times will it take? How many more demons will I create? When will this journey take me back home? How could this have gone so wrong? “stay strong". They say, "never give up" they rave. "All for one, and one for all”. Well look at me now! I listened, and now I have nothing at all. I sacrificed my everything for that one. Put that on my son. Nothing but the weak beat of a broken heart remains, and now itʼs clear. The love I long for is no where near.