

Mountains
Bottom of the range
I start to climb the mountain
cold breeze follows me
I'll climb the limbs
terrain filled with rocks falling
Grass slowly turns brown
Not Me
The room had children that are now shattering everywhere in all directions to classrooms. I hear my name from someone I don’t know. As I turn to them they turn away not facing me. One whispered to another
”What is that outfit?”
”I know right, she looks like a little kid!”
Pretending I didn't hear them I walked away. i passed a mirror in the hall admiring what I thought was a cute outfit. All I could think of was other peoples opinions on me. I dressed ‘normal’ and stayed hidden from others. Even if someone just glanced i thought they think I’m childish or weird. I could not speak to anyone outside of my family. I was basically non verbal at school. Always thinking of others opinions i stood quiet for years and hid in a skin that wasn’t mine.
The flowers in my attic
Flowers show daily
A knock a card a bouquet every day
Even though your word flowed they didn't feel right
We don't match but you are relentless
Petals of fake promises and requests
Stems of begging questions
You wouldn't give up I don't understand
They still come to my house on my doorstep
These dead flowers have no meaning to me
But I keep them
The card with 'please' written everywhere
I don't understand
Why do you keep sending them if I always decline
Maybe you don't actually care
Maybe they are just for shits and giggles
Maybe they mean nothing to you
But your flowing words sound real
You must be paying for all of this right?
Maybe i'm crazy
Maybe you do care
You talk about me but never yourself
what about you
I have to know you right?
Maybe you send this stuff because you care about me so passionately
Maybe this is the truth
Or maybe it's all a lie
These dead flowers in your memory growing moldy sitting in my attic rotting away for what reason I don't need these stupid flowers anymore
Please don’t send me flowers
flowers on my doorstep arrived today
they are different from the others
These ones are red and the others are white
Wait, why should I care
these flowers are pointless
why keep them if they are just going to die out.
Goodbye Sender, and please don't send those flowers again...
Sign This Paper
“Stay calm”
How is that possible
My mind is jumbled
I’m shaking
I can’t speak properly
Cops At my door banging
My ears ringing
I feel as if I’m dead already
But then I wake up
Wheeling into a room
Padded walls
Dirty mattress
Cameras
“We’ll check in on you every day” they tell me
What no
I’m fine I swear
“No you’re sick”
Weight falls onto my shoulders
No windows
No noise
Just silence
Announcements say it’s 8:00
All the lights turn off
A camera in my room has a blinking red dot
This is all for you
Medication
Therapy
The state told us to hold you for 72 hours
But sign this paper it’ll make your stay seem more voluntary
No family or friends allowed
You are a danger to others and yourself
You are sick
You need help
Let us help, this is all for you
For your benefit
We didn’t cause and new problems
We just heightened what was already there
So please let these scary men in white lab coat and clipboards help
They are taking time out of their personal lives to help you
So be honest and don’t waste your time or ours
While you're waiting enjoy our
Plastic furniture
Coloring books
Old radios with no antenna
The static so loud you can't hear anything
Even the screaming to the lady down the hall
That's normal for her
It wasn’t but now it is
And until we can find the right medication
To shove down her throat
We will help her
Just like we’ll help you
If you’ll sign these papers
It’s not that hard
You only have a day left which is enough time
For a breakthrough or a break down
Which is a method to help you
And with your knuckles white and tears streaming down your face
With such an aggressive look
Maybe you need to be more social with other patients
Listen when they tell you how lucky you are to be placed here
We are the one of the ‘good ones’
Learn how terrible their trauma is
But anyway
Please sign these papers
You’re sick
Please let us help
OCD
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
Play?
you start the game
Summer/spring time, the time of happiness when everything is in order, right, or correct
Wake up at 9:00 If an odd number go back to sleep until even
Color coordinate your closet by shade
Keep your schedule the same no matter what. A boy walks up to you at lunch and messes up your schedule. What do you do?
Option 1: Cry. this doesn’t help anything but it’s an option
Option 2: Clean, This is a good option it changes your schedule but you can clean everyday to keep THAT schedule.
Option 3: Yell at him: Never a good option don’t pick this.
Your mind runs away from you while thinking about it out of fear you choose
option 2
It's fall now. It's still okay but it could be better.
You go to the messiest classroom and clean thoroughly until waiting for the teacher. She thanks you and you continue with your day. The next day you wake up at *** you go back to sleep and wake up at !!! pm missing a lot of school already. You have 2 options.
1: Stay home and clean the entire house.
2: Go to school and have a panic attack midway in school.
You choose option 1. With it taking all day and looking at the clock every few minutes you finish cleaning and go on your computer. You read every new email and delete it all, pleasing you with the way gmail says “0 new emails” you do homework. That boy from 2 days ago who messed up your schedule sees you in the halls and apologizes. You have 2 options
Option 1: Ignore him and keep you schedule straight
Option 2: Listen to what he says and mess up your schedule.
oPtions OPTIONS
OPTIONS optiOnS
OPTIONs OptIonS
New option: give up.
It's winter, the time of sadness when you see your own breath in the cold air. The time when your body turns blue, When your tears turn to snow. When your heart stops beating, but your mind still runs. You’re staying still, frozen in time. The world continues without you.
You wake up in your bed and your mom is standing over you crying. You get up and she squeezes the life out of you as you ask what happened. Hearing your mom saying these words cut in and out.
“Panic Attack?”
“OCD”
“Doctors”
“Therapist maybe?”
Error System Crash
Game Unavailable
Thanks for playing!
Bottom of the range
I start to climb the mountain
cold breeze follows me
I'll climb the limbs
terrain filled with rocks falling
Grass slowly turns brown
My head
The blackened classroom
with slumped students in their chair
A new realm opened
The students Powdered in
Chatter filled the room with noise
Vapor infused us
Their voices pounded
I hosed out their stomps
I burlapped their sound
I got my headphones
Bumps on the walls hurt my hands
A kid took me away
I stood in a hall
No noise or sound hurting me
‘You okay’ they asked me
The haze of gossip
Disappeared from my headphones
I fell to the floor
The villainous sound
Of those children hit my head
Suddenly it stopped
The Haunted Wood
Mary Joe was newly widowed, she had a son Liam, and had just moved into a house in the woods. They were unpacking her old bits of letters lost in the mail due to the house change, her parents wishing her sorrow was just half of the messages sent. Liam was unhappy to be moving but Mary insisted they needed a new start. They proceeded to walk to the house and attempted to open the door. Mary found the key under the mat and continued to look around the house. The house was two stories, old, and abandoned. Mary walked inside holding her son tight even though she didn't like the vibe this house was radiating off.
Liam was holding his mother tight and he felt nauseous walking inside. Liam couldn't stand being inside that house he ran into the damp woods nearby, his mother chased far away after him. Liam ran into a police officer and and looked behind him to still see that the house had people standing there in the doorframe. Liam cried to the officer that he house he had moved into was haunted and that he didn’t ever want to stay the night there, but his mother ran over to him, apologized for her son and dragged him back to the house. “You’re speaking nonsense Liam! Lying to an officer is no good.” Mary said. Liam saw the people again but in the window of the attic this time. He walked into the house and he felt as if people were staring at him from all angles. He walked up the stairs to his new bedroom. Liam sat on the dirty mattress on the floor and opened his bags and started to take out and fold clothes to put them in the closet. As he opened the closet door multiple ghosts and goblins jumped and flew out. Liam screamed as these creatures flew before him, his mother heard and ran upstairs. By the time she got there every ghost, ghoul, and goblin was gone, but Liam was frozen. His mom shook him back to reality and asked: "Liam, What happened? What's wrong?!" Liam yelled to her what all happened and what monsters blew out of his closet in a gust of wind. Liam's mother didn't like the idea of ghosts in their house but they had nowhere else to go.