I miss you.

Ill never forget the day we were at your uncles apartment. You were sitting on the the couch and I caught you sneak a picture of me in the doorway. You didn't have to tell me I was loved, your enamored eyes struck through my veins and turned my tired heart warm. You showed me a love I knew existed but never felt

And for the first time in my life I felt beautiful.

I'd trade the moon and all his stars to extract that awful memory from my consciousness.

Or for you to look at me like that again. If only for a moment.

We all deserve to feel beautiful.