The moment that your eyes open, roll to one side and wait until the first wave of thoughts, anxieties and yesterday's earworm washes through the filter of your mind. These are not important things, merely detritus from the day before, and not worthy of your fresh attention. Check to see if your toes and fingers are warm. If they are cold, rearrange the blankets so that they are bundled and cosy. Now go back to sleep for another 15 minutes.

The darkness is eating her as she pretends that it does not bother her.

Positively she kept saying to her self

"It's just a bit of tears. It's just a little pain. Just another mistake I have to get rid of in the rain."

But in the darkness not many can scape. As she repeatedly say those words to encourage her self a voice began to speak.

It's a voice she knew and a voice she'll never deny. It is none other than her own voice.

"Just a bit of tears?" The voice ask.

"How many tears have you shed trying to TRUST those who you think that love you?"

"Just a little pain you said?"

"How many times does it take for you to realize that no one will understand you?"

"TRUST me, I know exactly how you feel."

"Because I am none other than your own darkness."

"NOOOO!!!" She screamed.

"Please stop!" "Please make it STOP!"

The voice said to her in a persuasive tone.

"You know they don't need you, right? "So why not make it easy for your self?"

"Let make this pain go away along with our suffering."

"You're right." She agreed.

On that night as she was about to hung her self to death to end her suffering, tears were shed and memories were flashing on her mind.

She smiled and whisper to the air "I'm sorry Ma..."

Interrupted as her little sister open her bedroom door.

Her little sister ask

"Sis, what are you doing?"

"Do you want to play with me?"

As the 5 years old child ask her older sister a bunch of question,

Her older sister let go of the rope and dash to hug her little sister.

"IM SORRY. Im so sorry Macy." She said those words as she cries her heart out.

"older sister will play with you whenever you want" "thank you Macy."

THE END