The road lies ahead,

Clean, spotless- a smooth path.

The Sun shines from above,

penetrating her glasses,

and into her eyes.

The yellow daffodils spreads around,

like a carpet- undisturbed....

And She? She glides through!

The wind roars in her ears,

Her hair, flying wildly behind.

Blonde, with black streaks,

It reaches midway through and stops,

to show her body too lanky.

Her speed increases second by second,

minute by minute.

A scream leaves her mouth....

and erupts into giggles,

a strange voice- indeed!

She feels her hand gliding behind,

ruffling the soft feathers,

feeling the all-new wings,

As white as milk....

She glides ahead,

Gracefully,

Effortlessly,

Elegantly,

and into the glistening Sun.

She tastes the air.

Its unusually sweet...

The pristine taste of freedom!

Gasp!

A dark room,

confined within the four walls.

The dirty dishes lie aside,

to be forgotten....

For now, she is ready,

and so is the cage....

The 'Cage of Confinement'

She removes her white paper wings- (her only hope)

To be locked forever inside

accompanied by the sweet bubbles

of childhood....

She walks ahead,

Leaving everything behind

Save for the sweet taste of

'Freedom'

Now slowly wearing away.

'It was that gent! Mr.Robert Catesby. He planned it all!'

My dress suffocates me! I really do hate the black tailcoat which itches my body very badly. I feel the ruffles. Well, I need to get accustomed to it now of course. The black hem wraps itself around my slender body. My hands are sweating beneath the white gloves and my hair neatly combed behind. I need to keep an eye everywhere, well, just in case.

The day has come, the big day! For both of us- me and the King himself! I will be proclaimed the minister of King James I. For me and the Catholics, a dream come true and for him- a lasting memory! I could feel eyes peering behind me, doubting my actions. I walk forward, following His Majesty and bow down- respectfully. The hall is brightly lit and decorated. The parliament, where the ceremony was taking place, was filled with world-class delegates. And suddenly, I hear the sound of marching feet. 'It was that gent!' I turn to find a trembling finger pointing towards me. Fawkes! And that's when my destiny, my fate changed~ Forever and ever! And I hold myself responsible!

November 4, 1602

The carriage moves over the rough road. I doze off to slumber. My head nods quietly as my body rocks side to side. My trusted mates sleep by my side- well aware.

The whites- the oppressors. Us Catholics? Well, the oppressed. The red burns on my father's back turns pale- just to show up all over again tomorrow. The lashes go down on his back. The boot thrusts his gut. The eye of the English peers down upon the Catholics. And we suffer. Daily.

The thumping of hooves reminds me of the whips that sucked my father's blood. I inhale the unforgivable stench of pure Catholic Blood in the England air.

"The persecution of Roman Catholics by the English government has to end. In the hope to replace the country’s Protestant government with Catholic leadership, my blood boils.....Our blood boils."

March 6, 1603

"I, King James I introduce to thee my trusted assistant- Robert Catesby!" I hear my name. I see people applauding, cheering. I see people making a toast in my name. I see people- the whites, The English. My blood boils.

The steps down the cellar creaks. I am well aware of the fact that now I hold a big name in the King's heart. Well, this comes with multiple privileges! "Uh, I need to check for documents in the cellar." A well said lie. I open the door of the parliament cellar to find my accomplice surrounding the table, formulating a plan.

Voices overlap.

"Let's do it on the 7th of the coming June."

"I agree, anyways, 7th is 'perfect number of God' "

"No way! Not so fast!"

I put my hand up and a hush fills the room. Well, what can I say, I like to be in control.

"We do it on a busy day, with hundreds of delegates. We do it on 5th of November 1605. The day when I gain the full trust of the King himself. The day when hundreds of delegates would come together in the Parliament. The day I supposedly become the minister. The celebration is so important that planning has already started. We will make this a success. To the glory of Catholics!"

"To the glory of Catholics!"

November 3, 1605 (T-minus 2 days)

Our beards have grown. The strong framework of ribs can be seen through our emaciated body. We look a little better than stick ourselves- well, everyone but me. I am well-fed by the King's maids and live my life to the fullest. The fact that this will all be over in two days lingers at the back of my mind.

The carts are loaded. The goods have been transported through the secret passageway and into the dark cellar, kept well away from the mice. No men are supposed to light a cigar inside the cellar for two days, well just in case.

11:00 pm

I just had a major fright. The second minister, Mr. Carros found me lurking by the cellar. I just smirked and told that some documents had to be retrieved from the cellar. I have not told this to my fellow teammates. I just hope Mr. Carros did not find anything suspicious. I remind myself that All is Well.

November 4, 1605. (T-minus 1 day)

I have not slept a bit. My teammates are snoring away like they have not a care in the world. I pray to Mother Mary for the ripened fruits of success.

The sleepless nights. The empty stomachs. The dry throats and the burning backs with red lash marks. We need Justice! We need Freedom!

11:30 pm

"Mr. Catesby! You are needed at the chamber."

This shook me back to reality.

Had they suspected anything?

Oh Mother Mary! This cannot be happening!

THUD! Gasp!

A commotion follows.

I move forward, wanting to look behind but stay impotent. I stay aloof, the fear lingering at the back of my mind.

(The soldiers march down the cellar. The door is broken open to reveal six men sleeping soundly, now wide awake.

The mice scurried away as the hands are cuffed uptight. The young man, Fawkes is taken into custody and the goods discovered.

"How many of them?"

"36 barrels of gunpowder sir!"

"Thirty-six! Oh Lord have mercy!")

"Mr. Catesby, we have found six men under the cellar who were planning something big. We have them under our custody. We also found them having thirty-six barrels of gun powder!"

"Thirty-six! Oh Lord have mercy!" I exclaimed. Really, Lord have mercy upon us!

November 6th, 1605 (MISSION FAILED)

"Let the six men be executed for treason and treachery! May no such devils reign over England ever again! Long live the King!"

"Long live the King!"

(The ring of those last words still in my ears)

Gavel thuds.

A string of pearls laden,

Stays bonded...

They are united,

Until broken...

The string be thy peace

And not a crease,

Be there as it might

Lead to a fight...

A deadly feud,

Many are sued,

Lives are gone...

Why now mourn ??

Do not let a scissor

Cut the string of peace

Do not let a trigger

Bring a crease....

Thy be the pearl....

Peace the string,

And the necklace laid out,

On the earth all green.

Dear friend,

My throat- etching for the taste of lukewarm water, or at least just water- drinkable, potable, any kind. My head- searching and searching through the pile of scattered files, down the memory lane, looking out for that one thought that has not been visited, that one hope of saving me from boredom- boredom of imagining the same scenario again and again and again. And my all too slender body- longing for an amiable outfit, a treat to my eyes when I look at myself in the mirror- well ‘if’ I ever look...... And lastly, my hair- itching for that new updo, that new hairstyle saved up in my bookmarks bar, never to be viewed again.

Why am I telling you this? Because I have locked up inside myself, that one lasting wish. That wish which can easily replace almost all of the pitiable and comparably insignificant list of wishes. Oh how I long to see the world the way it was- calm, peaceful and beautiful- save for the constant wars that our countries are under! Oh how I long to get out of my house or rather have a small peep of the outside world while I....I convulse and convince myself not to loose hope. I make up a thousand conspiracy theories on the possibility of how the world will end. And all of this- these hours I spend looking at the ceiling - brings me to one and only one possibility on the dillema of the world ending- “The End of Humanity.” Now you must be laughing at the silliness of my words. Well its true- the end of our humanity means the end of the world! And that, my dear, may come way too soon. Until then, let’s say, I am stuck down here...my throat etching for lukewarm water, my heart thumping for that one possibility and my hands praying for its end!

Until then, my friend, goodbye. Hope to meet you very soon enough.

Goodbye.

Yours truly

Dear friend,

My throat- etching for the taste of lukewarm water, or at least just water- drinkable, potable, any kind. My head- searching and searching through the pile of scattered files, down the memory lane, looking out for that one thought that has not been visited, that one hope of saving me from boredom- boredom of imagining the same scenario again and again and again. And my all too slender body- longing for an amiable outfit, a treat to my eyes when I look at myself in the mirror- well ‘if’ I ever look...... And lastly, my hair- itching for that new updo, that new hairstyle saved up in my bookmarks bar, never to be viewed again.

Why am I telling you this? Because I have locked up inside myself, that one lasting wish. That wish which can easily replace almost all of the pitiable and comparably insignificant list of wishes. Oh how I long to see the world the way it was- calm, peaceful and beautiful- save for the constant wars that our countries are under! Oh how I long to get out of my house or rather have a small peep of the outside world while I....I convulse and convince myself not to loose hope. I make up a thousand conspiracy theories on the possibility of how the world will end. And all of this- these hours I spend looking at the ceiling - brings me to one and only one possibility on the dillema of the world ending- “The End of Humanity.” Now you must be laughing at the silliness of my words. Well its true- the end of our humanity means the end of the world! And that, my dear, may come way too soon. Until then, let’s say, I am stuck down here...my throat etching for lukewarm water, my heart thumping for that one possibility and my hands praying for its end!

Until then, my friend, goodbye. Hope to meet you very soon enough.

Goodbye.

Yours truly