It’s a feeling of doubt

that overfills me with fear,

Controlling my every move

making life hard to steer,

It robs me of all cheer,

& puts me to tears

A feeling so severe,

It’s hard to see clear,

& makes me feel like my end is near,

Anxiety,

Makes me feel lost in plain site of society,

I suffer quietly,

There’s no light in my darkness,

I’m always looking over my shoulder,

I’m always cautious,

I try to make sense of it all,

Seeing everyone as the enemy

& putting up a wall,

Anxiety keeps me broken,

I walk around fighting words that are unspoken,

I want to break free of the chains,

Its an emotional pain

It’s overwhelming &

compelling,

I’m tired of dwelling and yelling!

Anxiety,

It makes me see the bad in good situation,

It Fills my head with misinformation,

All I’m trying to say is,

Anxiety mixed w/ anyone is a bad combination.

The feelings I thought we mutually shared,

Were one sided,

I guess that’s where getting lost in translation,

And my delusion collided,

All your friendly gestures

Made me feel so invited,

To feel love for you,

But now I just feel so misguided,

Like palms placed over my eyelids,

I walked around blinded,

For months head over heals for you,

With only the kindness you’ve provided,

When i thought about you ,

I couldn’t help but get excited,

I always wore my heart on my sleeve,

But now I try and hide it,

This feeling of being unwanted has left my heart divided,

Because my love was uninvited & only one sided.

I guess I’ll see you around”

WOW

That’s what it’s come to now?

So for you it was just a performance?

Go ahead and take your bow,

I guess for you I was just another

Silly,

sitting in the crowd,

No regard for my feelings

While you’re laughing out loud

Giving high 5’s to your friends while

I’m picking myself up off the ground,

I take one last look at you,

Before I turn around,

And walk away so far away from you,

You can’t even hear a sound,

The distance was the medicine

That turned this heart that frowned

Upside down,

You lost out on some good love,

The kind You can’t buy by the pound,

The priceless kind,

that makes the world go round,

I’ll never lose sleep over anyone

Who doesn’t think I’m worthy of my crown,

I’m better off w/o you,

“Yeah, I Guess I’ll see you around”

A first kiss at the beach,

A sunset at its peak,

You’re the feeling of spring,

& so enchanting when you speak,

You’re beauty in everything,I seek,

You’re my strength

When I’m weak,

my favorite thought of the day,

That spreads light onto my shadows of grey,

You are the beauty of may,

Like a flower that’s sprung

With no delay,

You are all things that are warm

And true,

So if you see me smiling alone,

It’s because I’m thinking of you.