Far away but yet so close
Two years from now
What a long time
To change so many things
Completely.
Hopefully I'll be heading
Towards ending school
Once and for all.
Hopefully.
Assuming that I'll be soon
Seeing my best American friends
At the tomorrow land festival
Finally reunited again.
Love will be the only white blank
On an other than that filled paper. Will we make it that far?
I certainly hope so.
What do you feel?
I sometimes wonder
If you think of me
When you flip back through the pages I was still a part of.
I wonder what you may feel
And if we ever really had a chance.
I don't blame you for anything,
It's okay.
I just wish you would have told me. I would have saved myself time,
Endless hours of hoping
And dreaming of something that would never happen.
L.K.
My heart
Almost every day I see your face
I've thought so many times about kissing you
What it would be like
But I'm never brave enough when it comes down to it
We talk, we laugh, we flirt
It's been going on for years
I just wanna touch you so bad
I could cry out loud
But I'm too shy to say anything
I'm waiting for you to take the first step
But you never do
I just keep waiting and waiting and I don't wanna wait anymore
What shall I do?
Give up and take someone else?
Not an option
I've tried that but nobody can compete with you.
Compared to you no one seems good enough
Nobody's as sweet, caring, mature, loving and good looking as you
Some days I hate you for it
I hate you for being my dream guy
I'm craving for every second I get to see you
My best friend says I'm obsessed
And maybe I am
What am I supposed to do?
A Nightmare
I wake up screaming
I try to reach your hand
But you're not there anymore
Why have I pushed you away?
I miss you and it's breaking my heart
I miss your smell, your touch
I miss your cute little smiles
I miss us kissing after a fight
The world's still spinning
But for me everything's just black and white
Without you there is no sense in life
How can I go back in time?
L.K.