moon.
nicotine and alcohol became obsolete,
as the darkness was drained from the bitter night sky.
her touch became the only thing he needed
a dove without wings still able to fly
he’s spent his life drowning in an ocean of madness, lungs constantly filled to the brink.
Till he realized she was his oxygen, finally allowing him to think.
he saw life for what it truly was
a journey of wonderful adventures
and he was just lost in this endless maze
till she guided him to the centre
now she guides him through the darkest nights, lighting the path on which he walks
a beautiful story it truly is,
of how the stars and the moon learnt to talk.
Opening the Cage for the Broken Wings
The lights sped by, and though I had the heat on high, I cracked the window because I knew the memories would come flooding. And it was in this moment that I realized that after months of apologizing to everyone for everything you had made me into, I had forgotten to thank you. Because with the heat pouring in simultaneously with the night flurries I remembered that though I never said that I loved you, that one night you kissed my forehead and told me you had a heart full of me. And as the winter night and the hot air pumping from the vents hit me all at once I thought what it must have been like for you to swear that that was all a lie. And in this moment I realized that you hadn’t made me into something. You had broken me so that when my wings healed they would beat harder. And in this moment I realized that I might always be healing and broken, but at least now I was free.
Secrets, Secrets Are No Fun
And I know it’s not really fair of me, but there’s some deep down part of me that hopes that with your face buried in my neck that the only thing you could think was that this was the right one. That nothing else would ever match that feeling of your thumb running across the small of my back. That I had broke you for everyone else. And I know it’s not fair, so I’ll probably never tell you. But I still think it. And I still hope I’m your one and only enough. I still hope you can’t forget your skin on my skin.