Nightmare
It’s dark.
Yellow streetlights cast a dusty light into the room, illuminating little.
I can’t see the floor. I can’t see more than a few feet in front of me. But I can feel that the room is small.
The walls are close. The air thick.
Cluttered.
I can sense how cluttered it is. An odor of something rotten.
Do I smell paint?
I’m not sure how I got here, but I know I need to get out.
The only way out is forward. Through the room.
I’m cautious where I step, feeling with my toe because I can’t see the floor.
Through the side window, the foggy gold from the street turns to a dingy beige within.
A table beneath the window holds piles. Books, papers, dirty dishes left over from who knows when. Beyond the table, a bench seat is built into the corner walls.
The ceiling is low.
Am I in a trailer?
The door must be off to the right, in the darkness.
I grasp at the dark and take a step. I stumble over something. A step stool? What’s on the floor?
A faint outline catches my eye.
Is someone standing there? Motionless?
My ears prickle. My heart pounds.
I lunge forward, kicking something hard with my shin.
It knocks into other unseen things. Clattering, scraping. Crashes fill the room.
So loud!
I lunge again. There must be a door.
I see it. Faint in the dark. I stride again, as if through a dumpster. My fingers touch the wooden door, thin and cheap. It’s ajar.
My body, already committed, pushes it open. It does easily, and I lose balance.
I fall to my knees, bracing myself as my hands feel the ground of the next room.
Shag carpet.
A noise behind me.
Still on the ground, I kick the door closed behind me. Hard. The cheap wood splinters.
In another room now. Still dark.
Something large looms in the center of the room. Is it moving?
I struggle to my feet. I can see a door behind the heap.
Light– still tan, still dirty– oozes in through shards of greasy glass.
I heave myself, a single stride, then another. Clamoring past the shadow, it tugs at my pantlegs.
I explode into the outside air.
Seaside saltiness, yet cloying and muggy.
A noise behind me.
I stand atop a thin staircase, wooden and decrepit.
No railing.
Rock wall just out of reach.
The stairs spiral down into darkness.