The Dream
“I would say it was around eleven o’clock at night when I woke up doctor.” “Was it that one dream that you keep wanting to not tell me Chuck?” I shake my head wondering why these dreams keep happening. I know that things will get better if I tell him, but the thing is, I don’t want to tell him about what I saw. I don’t want to relive that dream. “Chuck!” the doctor yelled, as I was staring off into space. “You need to tell me what that dream was, Afterall that is why you are here.” “My dream was about a butcher, he was chasing me with his bloody knife, it looked like it was used merely before. As he chased after me he kept yelling I am going to get you no matter what, I always catch my prey. As I ran sweat dripping down my face, corpses fell all around me I would have to dodge them one by one, and all that the butcher said was you are going to be next with my godly cuts. All I could think about was how full of himself he is. At the end of the dream I could feel my skin get hotter and hotter the longer I was on it. Then I was served to someone who was in the house.” “Why does this dream scare you, I know that dream can feel realistic, bu-” “This one feels to real, like I am awake.” I interrupted. “I know, whenever I have bad dreams I shake it off, but this one is different. This one feels too real.” I say as I start to tremble from just the feeling of remembering how if felt. “Why did you wait so long before you told me?” he said confused “It is my job to listen and help people with the same kind of problems.” “I don’t know.” “Well sadly times up, we will discuss more tomorrow.” the doctor said as he shook my hand and I left. That night the dream was different, it had felt more real than the other times I had it. Something was off, I used to be a butcher when I was around twenty-five. Was the butcher in my dream my guilt for what I did in the past? For some reason I can’t remember where my job was. Was it in a small town or was it in the country, or even a store. I am remembering getting a rewarded for my meat cuts, but I don’t remember killing anyone. But maybe I did all I remember is a doctor with some police officers breaking into my house and forced something down my through, and everything after that is a blur. I wonder if they knew what I did back then. And what did they give me?